Machine

 realized im not ready to do “studio” style pictures because it reminds me of the bad characteristics of society, yes it looks beautiful but thats only in controlled staged sessions. im not in a place to accept that. I want to be raw and in the moment, show a different side of beauty. why should i try to control something when i already have trouble controlling anything else in life?

I feel I have so much love for everyone in this world

…..

it hurts so bad when forced to hate

I cant say that I feel nothing

I think i just now what nothing feels like though

I have nothing to offer

Nothing to keep around

there wasn’t a fever struck for revenge

there was no deeper cause or affliction

there was no crippling emotional illness

no threat against a life, mine or yours

there was no need to want to save

there was just nothing

I cant remember the last time a song changed my life like this one has

Emerald of Sky

an ocean of clouds